See the BIG Picture, Think BIG, Pray BIG and Rejoice BIG

I miss home. I can say I’m no longer who I am already. I have changed in just two years. When I was young, I always tell my family member that I want to go out for a better future. I don’t want to just stay at my hometown, because my hometown is too small for me to grow.

Somehow with the question they asked, so how about your family? If you study and work outside, do you miss us? Or how about your doggies? I was like errrrmmm, mummy will help me took care of them and of course God will help me to take care of my family. I don’t have to worry about that. So this is what I thought last time.

I was regretted what I have thought after two years and when I think back, I admit that it was a normal thinking for just a little girl and now I grew up. I started to worry about how long I can survive outside without my family. I’m worrying about how long would I need to study and work outside. Do I have extra time to just be close with my family members? My thought from now on no longer is just my future but more on Family. I’m happy with what I thought, because I’m not belonged to those who are selfish to just think about themselves. Oops, do I judge anybody else? No, I didn’t mean it.

Perhaps, it’s too early to worry about all this things for just 22 years old girl right? Aiks, I just always lost my way when I think of my family, perhaps they’re too important for me. I THANK GOD that He gave me this opportunity to love and repent. It’s never too late for us to repent, for those young people, please do appreciate your family.

Nevertheless, I should pray and ask God more about this, hopefully I am able to handle my problem on this situation.

Let’s talk about what I have done today. Today I woke up very early due to my eye infection, I couldn’t say I’m so unfortunate because every month have to pay for medicine for all kind of disease that caused me unhealthy. Think positively, I am just too tired recently and my eye was infected due to the fatigue. In faith, I trust God will heal me and I pray that my next body check up will shows that I’m healthy in His hand.

Finally, today I also bought an umbrella for myself. Normally I won’t bother myself to take umbrella when I am out. Just it’s really too hot recently and the weather is uncontrollable. So it’s better for me to get an umbrella soon. RM30, quite expensive for me but with the advantage of UV Protection, I guess I am happy to get it out. Just it’s time to treat myself good if I can afford it.

Stop by here today, I’m so excited to attend Hope Service on tomorrow or every Sunday, it’s simply because when I come to church, I feel like I am closer to Him. Relaxxxxxxxxxxx =D

Today God told me to Love Him, Love Myself, Love My Family, Love My Friends, Love My Neighbors, and Love My Enemies.

From my own point of view:
Actually, once the Holy Spirit starts to transmit N impart His love into us, it will become much easier for us to be able to love others in the way God wants us to be able to love them. Love your God, love yourself N love other people in the way God intended. Amen.

Oh yes, A very nice N meaningfuL daY to me

I should say I had done what I am supposed to do this week. I did it patiently, praying in my heart every minute when I’m doing them. I didn’t complain much, but I told Him that I trust Him, I trust that He will give me the best results or things to turn out the way that I want.

Fortunately, I received a result today, though I’m still unsure about it. But I know HE made me successful with HIS hands. Dear Lord, I pray that you will continue to be with me the next week, the following week and forever. I love you so much =D

I want to give my special thanks to a person whose name is Kimberly Wong, my Shepherd in my previous church. She supported me mentally, I appreciate all her blessings, story sharing, bible verses and advices through sms. Shepherd, as you know, His words really makes sense to me. I pray that our relationship will last forever with His guidance. I love you =) hugzzz

Secondly, I want to thank my mummy, my family, cousins and friends, because they always called me up and said some encouraging words. I am really touched in all the ways that you all took care of me. I thank God for all of this.

Well, through all of you, I promise myself to keep moving forward. There are still a lot of things waiting of me to discover and learn. Thankful to God and I pray that He will continue to grant me wisdom and strength to learn new things.

This is my breakfast+lunch+dinner today hahaha. I took away from outside. Hmmm honestly, it’s not delicious at all, but I thank God for the food and I am happy to have this dinner. I am just in a very good mood right now.

Stop here today. May God bless all of you abundantly =D

Sunday

Today I woke up with my repenting heart, because I didn’t attend Sunday service. Woke up late and I know this is not a good reason for me and Father in Heaven.

As usual, after I finished my devotion in the morning, I cooked the breakfast and enjoy the food alone, and in my heart I am praying and thank to God deeply for the new day.


This is my brunch for today. Not delicious at all but I thank God for the Food.

Tang's family has been blessed by God! My nephew was born to this world this afternoon! so yes...we welcome you, my dear nephew =)

May God bless all of you abundantly =D

A new start N a new design for my blog in 2010

Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge HIM and HE will make our paths straight".

28th Feb, 2010 CHAP GOR MEH @ Time’s up

Today is 15th day of the Chinese New Year. Having for almost 15 days of holiday, I should really thank God for everything He had done for me. I really had a great time with family, relatives and Friends. I thank God that on the 14th days of Chinese New Year, I managed to skype with my Shepherd and updated our recent condition, had a nice conversation with her. I miss her very much and wish to talk by face to face, if I can =)

Am going to fly back to the place I supposed to be there on tomorrow and of course having a strong and mixed feeling. Hopefully I can manage to handle my mood well, perhaps it takes time.

I feel like I’m flying through airplane every month and everywhere. Airplane has become one of my main transports as it’s more convenient and JIMAT MASA but sometimes the ticket is just too expensive, perhaps to book earlier next time before you’re going to fly. Nevertheless, I thank God for MAS and AIR ASIA’s service, Hiak hiak hiak =D

Finally, after Char Gor Meh dinner, I should recheck my luggage packing as I just started my packing last night. There are really a lot of things and food for me to pack.

I will be very busy on the following three months. I pray everything would go smoothly in God’s hand. I had actually confirmed what my next venture is but I still need HIM to be with me every time and everywhere, because I have peace in my heart when HE is with me.

Have to stop at here. I promise that if I got extra time I will come here often and update my condition.

Last but not the least, I wish everyone a Happy and Blessed CHAP GOR MEH. May God bless all of you abundantly.

This is the key to access the Heaven’s door hahaha…just joking. Haven’t touched this key for almost a month. Am going to open this door very soon. May God bless me every time and everywhere.

Buaiiiiiiii buaiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

24.02.2010 Ah Mok =D

He is one of my best friends in the world. Please don’t be misunderstood by this photo, because we’re not a couple.

I thank God for this friendship as God always send AngeL to me no matter where I am hehe. As a brother, He really takes care of me a lot in PJ, just because he has promised to my mommy hiak hiak hiak. A very GENTLE man =D

To end the point here, He is one of my targets for salvation in 2010. I never want to give up of him because he has rejected me all the way in 2009. Be patient la, CLARA =D

My dear Friend, as usual as I told you, God really loves you very much hehehe. Please do give me a chance to share Christ with you, okay? =)

23.02.2010 5C's Memories =)

These two weeks I was busy to have gathering with old friends and relatives. Old friends like Secondary Classmates, Diploma course mates and Senior, overseas friends, cousin and etc. We took a lot of photos during gathering but I haven’t grabbed them from my friends there. So I would be uploading soon if I get them =)

Different groups, different gathering, different topics, different places and also different looks because everyone has changed.

Today will be my last two gathering in SIBU, and after finish it I will off to KUCHING tomorrow for few days then only I get back to my suffering Life =D. One more week for me to play around. Boohooo~

This afternoon I actually met with some of my secondary classmates. We have totally 5 years didn’t meet with each other except Jeremy and SHIE that we met few times in UCS.

Many things has changed. Some married, some still studying and some having their working life. I am really enjoyed to have this gathering =)

Thank God for all of you. Please do Keep Contact =) God bless.

Stop at here, have to prepare myself to go out lateR...FuuuyoHHH.

21.02.2010 Four in Love Gathering without Biky Chieng in the Sibu =)

Tonight we had our 4 in Love Gathering but Biky is absent in this gathering as she didn’t come back for Chinese New YeaR =(







It’s almost two years we didn’t meet with each other except Shirley and I will still meet few times in PJ because we’re really busy on our things.

I still remember the last time we met was before we go out to PJ for study, and after two years, we met today as we almost complete our degree.



Tonight when we meet, we supposed to update each others’ status and can you guys imagine who is the noisiest in this gathering? hehehe~ Ya…you’re right. It’s Shirley Wong Ko Sing. Her mouth never stops laughing and talking until the last minutes I fetch her home. But still, I should be the one who is thankful to God for fetching her to home. Shirley I think you know the reason la. Haha =)

It’s a fruitful night to me again and I thank God for 4 IN LOVE gathering =D

She. Shirley wong ko sing. I’m very glad to see her spiritual growth in this one and half yeaR. Do continue to grow and shine for Jesus! May God bless all of you abundantly =)

17th Feb, 2010 It is stiLL a Long JourneY to FutuRe =)

Dear CLaRa,

God doesn’t want you to GIVE UP. He gave you precious LIFE to make the best out of it and to LOVE it. It might not always be what you want or expect, but it depends on how you LOOK at it. GIVING UP is easy, fighting is WORTH every second.

There is something BIGGER out there for you, but you have to BE PATIENT and you have to keep on BELIEVING!

Amen =)

16th Feb, 2010 F + M

Today is the third day of Chinese New Year. It is day 3 and I’m still having my non-stop visitation to my relative and Friend’s house. I can say this year I have so much improvement because years before, I never wanted to follow my family to this so called “BAI NIAN” but only friends’. hehehe~

I still remember that last time all my reasons to not follow my family are because Uncles and Aunties always ask their same questions and I have to answer them one by one. >.<

Anyway, back to the point, this year I have my so much changed. And because of this, my tummy is full of foods =)

Food’s price has increased in this CHINESE NEW YEAR. My family always look for KAMPUA every time and everywhere especially my dad and mom. Well, I guess I am the only one who hates to eat KAMPUA in Sarawak because KAMPUA is too oily for me.

This Chinese New Year I have tried a lot of KAMPUA with my parents. Every morning I woke up is not because of visitation but exciting about to eat the KAMPUA, as I found a nice KAMPUA in SIBU and I personally like the KAMPUA very much. Having KAMPUA for 3 days? I guess this year I got my KAMPUA BREAKTHROUGH. Boohooo~

Nevertheless, I actually ate a lot of other foods like western food in restaurant, many keropok and sweets during visitation and all are enough to cause me diarrhea at the night. Hahaha

Well well well Chinese New Year isn’t all about Foods? It’s graceful to have my stomach filled up with foods, isn’t it? Thank God =)

There is a lots of movies came out during this Chinese new year. Besides visiting friends and family, I guess our second entertainment is watch nice movie. Tonight, SIBU’S cinema is full of people to queue for buying tickets while they’re chitchatting and greet each other they recognized. Sweat***the cinema is full of people until we can actually have our sauna in Cinema, because it’s really TOO HOT la. >.<'''

But it’s worthy, because I met a lot of my old friends and we had our nice movie called “蘇乞兒” all I have my comment on this movie are the cinema is really full of people and the movie is so touchie and funny.

Stop at here, Clara wants to say Thank You to both brothers in law for sponsoring the expensive dinner and movie ticket tonight, because they not only sponsored me but also my brother and sisterssss hiak hiak hiak. I’m glad to have more and more family members because I would have more angpau grabbed from them hiak hiak hiak.

Thank You Lord, May God bless all of you abundantly.

Happy Chinese New Year.