Tuesday

Hahahahaha~ my mood is not bad these days, besides having fun, still having fun hehehe…guess what, I haven’t spent a cent since I reached SIBU…Never have the day like this at West M’sia, everything needs money de….-_-

What I’m sad is my Mimi said I’m fatter this time-_-huhuhu~Faint…But its true la, because I always have supper at West M’sia…But hehe I don’t think I want to keep fit this time lo arhaahahha…Hardly can enjoy nice foods here, want to keep myself from eating? Cheh~I think I can’t do it lo... hahaha Just let it fat and back to west m’sia just think of it ba….ohohohohoho~

Normally I'll pass by the college everytime I go out so today I turned into my diploma college before I went out to town -_- hmmm I really miss my ex lecturers…miss the time you taught me...miss the time I spent there…-_-




Hehehe~I really eat a lot recently, very very de full, Goshhh~ from the photos, my face really looks FAT liao lo haizzzz…but today I just did treatment and cut my hair…hehehe is it looks fat and cute?? Hehehehehehehehe hahahahahahah hohohohohohoho~

Ok, tonight have to sleep earlier, because I promised my Mimi to clean up the house for her tomorrow hehehe…Hopefully I can do it la, although I’m lazy hehehe~

Pray that I can wake up early tomorrow^^
God bless~

Home Sweet Home

Lol, Clara is back to home ya...hehehe~

One hour and 45 mins flight makes me crazy....huuuu~ Today’s flight is so full...many passengers go back to sibu with me ya hehehe^^

In the flight, my mood was messed up, don't know what will happen on this time back to home?? But thank God that I felt relax when I reached home, enjoy and really own house is the most comfortable one...hehehe...

I asked my mum a stupid question...

Mum, can we move our house to kl??? If cant, move my room also enough hahaha...but duuuuuuuu~ my mum din answer anything...make me feel sad ler...hahaha-_-

This is my cute room..hehehe…it belongs to me since today ohohohoho, my third sis married and hopefully you won't see this la, o else I’ll be killed by u, I’m sure...hahaha~

Suddenly think that I don't want to go back kl anymore...hehehe

Anyway...Waiting for tomorrow, Friends, It's time to come out "limteh" lo...hehehe~

Mood of Waiting

One and a half day more I’ll be back to sibu, hahahahahaha, I’m in the mood of waiting...

This time what in my mind when reach home is to have big meal, don't know why will have this kind of mood??? hmmm maybe I’m not used to the food here, feeling bad. Haha, who want to join me to eat? hehehe...

Today I saw a newsletter from my diploma college (United College Sarawak), have my message in it, hehe...feeling shock and curious, I miss my lecturers, miss Lai, Wendy, Amy, Lili, Lau Hui Ling, Joseph Sia, Fion…how're you all? I miss the time you taught me....

Feeling tired this few days, 2 days sleep less than 4 hours. Chatting with friends until late night but I like this kind of feeling...hehehe...Waiting for the gathering at sibu with my friends ya...hehe...

Friends, see you all at sibu lo, especially “You” hehehe:)

Buai, Bon voyage...

God bless~

God will Make a Way

God will make a way

Where there seems to be no way

He works in ways we cannot see

He will make a way for me

He will be my guide

Hold me closely to His side

With love and strength for each new day

He will make a way...

By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me

And rivers in the desert will I see

Heaven and earth will fade

But His Word will still remain

He will do something new today....

Don't give up, CLaRa!!!

Keep trusting in God...

He will make a way for you when there seems to be no way

For with Him all things are possible.

Dear Brother and Sister in Christ,

If You want...

Just stop and spend time with one that speaks to your heart and give you peace

or remain to one text that nourishes your heart...

If you have difficulties...

Just share with a FRIEND of JESUS

HE and SHE can help you a lot

but especially pray to JESUS

HE will enlighten you...

Little by Little...

It takes time...

JESUS will reveal to you how much HE watches over you and loves you!!!

I LOVE JESUS CHRIST^^

Unhappy

2009 came and now in the fifth day, feeling that I’m getting unhappy. I lost myself. Where am I?

This noon, I found the answer at a person who take care me the most here, she said, you are in God’s hand, just I didn’t realize only, but just doubting, because I always say that in my mouth but izzit true from my heart? I hate myself for only saying but not trusting…

This sister saw the weak point in my heart, felt afraid and tension because never have anyone can look tru me. But I believe this is good thing because she might be the one who can save me….the one who God send me….

Trust and open to one another, I never walk in this way since I was young because I always live In myself, I never trust any people until now, still, I think I can help myself, I can take care of myself, I can handle my life, I just trust on my own, no need others to help. I ever try to tell others but until now, who understand me, beside him?

But thank God for the angel you gave me…

Lord, I trust the angel you gave me, I’ll share all my things to her but I hope u can lead us and instill the trust in us...

I wish truly, I can know You better tru her because I really need your love and trust. Amen!

2009.01.01

Hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha crazy??

Thinking of countdown alone at hostel on the last day of 2008, but guess what? There was a call and changed my mind... At the day end of 2008, I have done something that I quit so long…tat’s clubbing….

Hmmm, although I enjoyed countdown at the place full of people, but I felt consciousness of sin when I woke up this morning…is it just because I went to the place that actually I should not go??? hmmmm hard to catch and explain huh…

Today is the first day of 2009, feel fresh, wish myself all the best in this year 2009 and wish my family and friends are peace in Lord, Happy and the same, Jesus loves you:)

Here to thank a friend….hmmm Dear Stephen, I have really a lot to tell u, thanks for all your souvenirs from London, every postcard and care…Thanks for your call always, your support and many more. I appreciate your every blessing. Wish you all the best in 2009, God Bless you!! See you^^

Happy and Blessed New Year to Everyone of You:) muacksssssssssssss^^

My Resolutions for 2009

2008 passed in a blink of my eye, time just passed so fast, keep asking myself how was I this year? What did I learnt? What did I get? Happy Or sad? Fall? But stood up? I’ll have answers in my heart perhaps...

2009 coming soon, what are my New Year resolutions for 2009? I had decided my resolution for year 2009, not too much and not too few. Here are the top 6...

Don’t give myself too much pressure
I hope I can did everything well in 2009, I'm going to concentrate on only two main tasks each day, not too much stress for myself, if want to go for more, I should ask myself can I do it?

Save Money
Hope that I can improve myself in saving money...think before I buy!!!

Have my meal on-time
On time dining is the one I can’t make it always, may the year 2009, I can improve in this, don let those who concern of me worry especially my family and my friends.

Study and work
Have to take care of both my Job and Study, as long as I did my best, think of what I want, and wont lost myself...

Knowing God
Spend more time with God and his word, study New Testament, learn and experience God, be walk nearer to God.

Pray
Brave to pray aloud, remember that I’m communicate with God but not others, pray well, express myself to God and pray for others.

May God with me at the year 2009, thank God^^

Here to thank a friend for the Christmas present, thinking that I’ll lost my sweet dream when I get back to my hostel alone?? haha but I believe that the drink you gave can make me a sweet dream. Thanks for your blessing, wish you all the best at the year 2009 ^^

My Prayer
Dear God, the only reason I have peace about the future is because my future is found in You. Even thought I don't know the details about what is to come, I know You know everything, and my future is in Your hands. Help me to walk faithfully with You every day....in my prayer and in Your word so that I can move into the purposes You have for my life...Thank for Your work and grace in my life...In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

Happy Winter Solstice and Blessed Christmas Day

Always feeling that this year got many first time…first time I don’t celebrate Lantern day with my parents…my birthday…and today’s Winter Solstice, next is Christmas Eve and Christmas day…at least got some loneliness as I really miss you all…but I can’t express it…just be silence…

It’s not completely lonely,because I have found my own second house…which is PJ’s Hope church…there’s got many good brothers and sisters, thanks for God’s leading…

God I want to thank You that this week You have made me know more about You and Your words, at the same time thank God that You have brought sister Kim to me and let her spread Your words and teach me…I appreciate Your every second and minutes…and appreciate her teaching…hope You always with her and protect her...

Last night, Sister Kim lead and taught me the Repentance chapter of Foundation of Faith, a course from Hope church…Preacher should have a heart of repentance, not to let sin drop in self body, and should put down every bad and unholy works, repent whole heartedly, so that the God would forgive our sins...and the process is ‘being sorrowful of the sins that we have committed against God, confessing our sin to the Lord, turning away from our wicked ways, hating sins and wickedness and ‘paying back of what we have done wrong…this short chapter has make me recognize more things…recognize repentance is not a words, but got to have a real heart of repentance that would not commit the sin again… it’s a bit deep… but I hope I can understand more about the meaning of repentance and God’s word is always wonderful ^^

Hmmm now being alone in the room but cannot sense the atmosphere of Christmas day, miss about the home, it’s possibly because I can find the Christmas’ atmosphere at there?? Christmas parade?? Sweeties that Santa passed to me?? Surprise of Santa Claus?? Good news spreading?? I can’t see anything here?? Oh God, am I request too much??

Here to share some of my hometown's Christmas photo...

Taken the present paper and packaged my prepared Christmas gift, I expect this coming Christmas Eve… Christmas party… coming Christmas service… I hope God is with all the Hope’s brother and sister worldwide, and hope everyone have a wonderful and unforgettable Christmas day ^^ God love you all… I love you all too^^

Blessed Christmas day :)

My friend, this is my last article in 2008

In this single week, there’s got too many things happened suddenly in my life, the thing that even me also cannot predict, and they lead me to make a big decision……big until it can change everything that I have now-_-

I tell myself that I’m not regretted, because I thought about it very clearly, I hope I can settle all things here then decide whether to stay or leave this place? Hope God is with me, I hope in these 31 days I can get something out?? To make myself stay at here?? I’m not willing to put down everything here, God You knows these, I always waiting you to give me a reply…because it’s still an unknown factor…

At last, I like to thank all my family member’s support, because they really gave me many concern and energy…I love you mom and daddy, thank you for respect my decision!

Thanks for friends’ support on my blogger…although I noted that this is my last article in 2008, but I’m still hope that on 2009, a new year, I would return to here!! Friend, we meet again while I’m returned!

Hope all of you have a Happy Blessed Christmas day and Happy Blessed New Year 2009! God is with you all :)

A Bible Verse that spoke to me today.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. PROVERBS 3:5-6

My Prayer

Lord, speak to me about Your will for my life so that I can always walk in it. Your will is a place of safety and protection of me, and I need to know I am headed in the right direction. Help me to hear Your voice speaking to my heart telling me what to do, especially with regard to the decisions I need to make each day of my life. I pray You would help me to stop worrying about things and start spending more time in Your presence. I know the time I waste by worrying is better used to pray and to hear Your voice speaking to my heart. You are my source of strength, hope, love, peace, and rest, and I want to be connected with You and not the things that worry me...In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

Late Birthday Present

This is from my best fren, shirley, although it is late, but i appreciate...haha^^

You're understanding...I really need a thing to massage my back^^ because I'm really tired-_-Friend, wish u all the best in your study, May God be with you... thanks once more^^