Recently, I’m addicted to this book, the book which I wanted to read for a long time. Also, recently, I’m starting to like reading books. And so, I’ve felt that books have become an essential in our lives, or maybe books have become one of my Entertainments. =D
This book has been conveying a real story and some meaningful lessons which made me realise that love is something that’s mighty and weak. However, this book has given me huge encouragement, especially giving me a lot of different LOVE view-points.
Recently these football matches caught my eye and of course my friends are my big influencers and my eldest brother reminds me that World Cup is actually coming soon in our conversation in Facebook tonight. It will be held around June until July XD
If you ask me what is football? I can only answer you that I know it because of Michael Owen, David Beckham and Leonardo??? Hahaha, this is because my eldest sister only teaches me how to watch those handsome boys in football match ever since I was young and this is why I only support those teams they are in haha.
I actually hate FOOTBALL when I was young because my “big boss” at home always wastes his money on gambling and football matches is one of them. But I should thank God now because my big boss had stopped it since I was form 5 and I thank God that he gets to know Jesus. If not I guess I will swear to myself NOT TO WATCH FOOTBALL forever.
Oh well, I really think that time flies because the World Cup held every 4 years is coming soon once again. That means 4 years had gone. Ouchy…I just hope I don’t look old but will look beautiful forever hahahahahahahahahahaXD
Finally, I should give myself an update here. I noticed that recently, it’s getting boring in face book and msn...so everyone, if you don’t see me there and want to contact me just give me an email or text, because I won’t be able to go online every day. I will try my very best to reply you =) be right back.
The things that is bothering me has finally been resolved. But there are still a lot of things that I need to push forward and I probably have no time to stop and rest. Soon… and very soon, I am going to have a new journey in my life. I don’t know what will happen next, but I’m trying my best to pray and seek for guidance from God. I believe He will lead me through these difficulties.
Tonight I went for gym. It’s a very nice and stress-releasing place to go to. So, after an hour of exercise, I feel refreshed.
Today I was supposed to go for X-Ray and blood test. There’s nothing much to worry. I was just going to check my own health. I am stressing up about this blood test because I’m scared of pain, especially when my mum is not beside me. I’m alone at the clinic.
Been praying hard to God, wishing at least someone can accompany or just stay beside me when I do all these checkups. Lord has answered my prayer and His angel actually spoke to me this morning and through our conversation, my blood test today has been very funny and I was talking to myself mentally =/
This is my conversation with her.
im.xinyuan: mmm okla den ...
go ahead with ur work baa
haf a blessed day ^^
may you haf personal encounter with God today ^^
8:43 AM miracles will happen!!
me: Amen..pls pray for me huh...later they need to takemy blood..oh gosh..i scare pain...without mummy de faint...
im.xinyuan: wun pain de laa... u just think of me.. den u wun scare liaw...
wahahahha~~~~
8:44 AM me: lol sure...
God bless ur day
buaiiiiii
love uuuuuuuu
hugzzzzz
im.xinyuan: love u too ... ^^
hugzzz**
She told me that the blood test is not as pain as I thought and asked me to only think about her so that I won’t feel pain.
So when I reached the clinic and when the doctor wanted to take my blood, the doctor said to me, “girl, won’t pain lah”, and I was like, “okay”, because this morning the angel told me that it’s not so painful. So at that moment, deep inside my heart and brain, all I thought about is “arghh Shepherd, you said won’t pain, you said won’t pain de…don’t lie to me” hahahaha =D
But suddenly, I heard a voice spoke to me. “Hey Clara, are you supposed to think only about your shepherd? What about me? I’m the one who has the power to heal your pain”. I was like, “Oh Nooooo~ Oh Lord, I’m wrong” and I quickly changed my mind and asked for the healing power from God. Sweattttttt’’’
Even though the blood test took a while, I was having a funny conversation with God and the scary thought has all ended.
Thanks Shepherd, because I remembered that you told me in the past not to rely too much on man but God. I have finally experienced it and Lord healed my pain. But still I miss you so much. Hopefully I can see you on July, your big day of the month =D
<<我愛故我在>> 作者: 陶晶莹
