It's just a key.. but so much to wait...

Even though its just a sentence, it had me a lot to think about. It’s just a key, but so much to wait. What if its just a small matter, which I myself is unable to solve?

Again and again, asking myself, am I running away from this?

Last night, I shared few of my personal troubles with my roommate. However, I was unable to completely share what’s troubleling me which I had no guts to share it yet…?

I hate myself where everytime I’m able to BINGO each every next action others will do, each every next thoughts others will think about, because of this, everytime i really had a hard time to share my personal things because i actually know what they will advice what they will say and purpose for what i share again? there are many times that i rather choose to share with my doll or dogs because only both of them are the ones that i can't predict at all..sounds funny? but i'm serious...This had troubled me a lot. I may say this is a gift from God, which I am able to make use of this gift without letting me in pain…Isn't it God?

Most of my closest friends thought that we are in the same pack. We were able to have the same thoughts and same actions, but they never know that I am actually able to BINGO their actions and this is quite a pain for me. It feels scary right?

God, I believe those that You’ve told me, You had already told me. I had tried to share those three matters to my leaders, and all left for me whether I could give it all in to you. I pray deep in my heart…

I really do care on my 2nd and 3rd matters. I believe that everything is taken care by You. The key is in Your hands, will you unlock my door to brightness or will be ever closed up in this chamber. I really have no idea with this...

I chose to believe in You. I would never doubt the key which You are holding to it. Let it be that everything is taken care by You, oh Lord...

Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight".

Step 1
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart.”This is the key to our relationship with God-to trust in Him with all of our hearts. We know from the New Testament that this can only be accomplished through faith in His Son.

Step 2
“Lean not on your own understanding”Once we know we are trusting God, we must be conscious not to trust on or in anything else including our own understanding and wisdom. When we do trust in these other things we tend to misinterpret the messages that God is giving us. This makes it easy for us to be deceived into thinking that God is leading us in a direction where we want to go when he is in fact not.

Step 3
“In all your ways acknowledge him”Always give credit to God and not take any yourself. Remember, everything good comes from above. As things go right in your life, give credit to the one who deserves it. Even the air that we breathe is His. As He opens doors and blesses us, we must be sure to give Him the glory.

Step 4
“He will make your paths straight.”Once we have been trusting God, not relying on ourselves, and continually acknowledging Him we will see clearly the way in which He wants us to go. He will direct our paths and help us to go in the right direction.

Step 5
Know that God has Plans for You. This is a continual process because God has great plans for us.

I hope all the things that I know will never be repeated once more and put all my trust into Him..

God Bless!

Amen!