Saturday, May 30, 2009

Finally, school holiday had arrived. However, I don’t feel happy about it. I might be happy since my daily life would be much more quiet HAHAHA, however, my part time job's time duration will be shortened due to the holiday...lolxxx

My colleagues had quit her job. Having to know her for about two months, I find that she’s a cute and simple girl. Besides that, she’s helpful and thought me various things on how to attend parents. I had learnt a lot from her. Though I’m a very playful colleague, she’d still be glad to entertain me. Since she’s no longer working alongside with me, I felt a loss of a wonderful partner like her to fool around in the office....lolxx again...

Oh well, when I woke up this morning, I received a message from ‘S’, after reading the message, I was shocked as what ‘S’ had wrote in the message which I do not really understand lolxxx. At my condition which I’m partially awake and which partially understanding in ‘S’ message, I fell asleep again… zzzZZZzzz q(~(00)~)p..lolxxxx

After fully awake at 9 o’clock, reading back the same message, then I realized what ‘S’ message means. Though there’s some “un-delightful” meaning in the message??? maybe I think too much or so...WATEVER...

Well, my unhappy feeling stops here and not going to think more about it. Let it be natural… feels like I’m trying to escape from this situation??? But, I guess everything is all planed by God. I guess I don’t need to worry too much and live my life happily…^^

In a blink of light, tomorrow is Sunday and I have to go back…

Sorting out my feelings and being ready to go back home!!!

SHE’s
The one I respect...
The one I learn from...
The one that I know what I’m doing...
The one I felt annoyed sometime but her advice is for my own good...
The one that I felt that someone who really cares for me...
The one that let me know more about God...
The one that reminds me God is always with me...
The one that reminds me to do my prayers...
The one that I thought whom I do not really understand...
The one that let me clearly know myself...
and much more...
She Oh she

LOLxxx

Friday 29.05.09

I had arrived and somehow I felt relief. Maybe is due to that I met up with own family members. Furthermore, it’s HOLIDAY!!! So, I bet these 2 weeks I’ll have a peaceful life? Lolxxxx…

Currently I’m on Facebook looking through the memorable photos. I felt that the present me can’t compete with the happiness of my past. Looking at myself in the old photo, I smiled stupidly in front of my computer…haha

Here goes a few of my old photos...

Daddy and Mummy^^

This is my favorite, Genting’s Space Shooter...

2008’s happy ending...Retired from the responsibility of UCS Student Council...

Might be able to be a model in the future hor?? but have to slim down for the moment, having too much food making me more plump...Lolxxxxx

2007 Trip to KuChing

2008 Trip to Genting

S.H.E HAHAHA

I recalled this is when we just arrive from Kuching to Sibu^^

Having a BBQ party at the campus canteen/cafeteria

first time i drive the toyota camry^^..

Rui Yue and I

My BEST frens during my diploma studies

Diploma's Graduation^^

KOMAG

AHMO From Melbourne..Lolxxx...handsome ler? hahaha

Liang Liang^^

Eventually, flashing back to the past I managed to find myself...
Well, that’s all for now. Feeling tired at the moment and can’t wait for tomorrow’s consecutive events. Finally, wishing myself HAPPY WEEK END! Lolxxxx^^

Just too Tired

I’m not psychologically tired, but it’s something that I don’t understand, something that is hard to understand.
I can’t find anyone whom I can speak to...

And I don't even know how to share it with You, O Lord...
Finished typing my message but I did not send it out…

I’ve thought and thought about it and accidentally fell asleep...
There’s a lot of bad intentions...
Dislike Human, because they’ve been fake...
Dislike myself, because I am unable to conceal my unhappiness, and due to this reason, I’ve made people worried…
But are they really worried?
I’m starting to lose my trust in people
I think I am really mistaken…
Mistaken…
Miserably mistaken…
Lord…you're becoming further and further away from me…
I have no more will to pray anymore…

tired~huuuuu~

CLaRa tells herself to reminisce her past when the time allows...

Do I have to go back through time?
Just when I woke up, I thought it was 7a.m. next morning…
I wondered why is the time flying like this? I felt like my breathe halted for a bit…
I’ve been suffering these few days…
You and I
I’m starting to become confused…
It’s filled with uncertainty what awaits me…
At this moment, I’m hoping that, you will be with me, walking on the same path…
Just like how we made our promise…
But it feels like the promise is broken…
I’m sorry about that…
Messages can’t really give me anything…
I finally understood how miserable this feeling is…
This is once again a time when I’m waiting for MY OWN ANSWER…
What do I really want?
What will be the best for me?
God, what is your plan?
He…has been on my mind…

CLaRa TanG...

Din you realise that...
It’s almost A Year…

Helena’s Wedding

Concerning Helena’s wedding, I wanted to post this onto my blog quite long ago. Unfortunately that, I have no time to do so until now hehe, I finally manage to sort out my time to post those wonderful photos during her wedding ceremony^^

It was an extraordinary wedding ceremony which was held outdoor at Putrajaya. God had blessed them with a pleasant weather. The theme for the wedding ceremony was ‘The Covenant under the Rainbow’. Thanks a lot to Helena for the wedding invitation. May my blessing for both of you, husband and wife be eternal.

Brothers and Sisters In Christ^^

CLaRa, Marlene and Sharon^^

CL, CLaRa, Marlene, Sharon and Pat:)

爱人 and I

JCthai and I

SHARALENE^^

Wht happen? haha

Wei Khang and I

Poh Ee and I

wow~ haha

Liu Qiang and I

Enjoy viewing the photos...lolxxx

Group photo of CG

This is our PJC1 CG's group photo...I love the brothers and sisters in Christ so much^^I feel like i'm wrapped by Family^^ Thank God:)