I miss home. I can say I’m no longer who I am already. I have changed in just two years. When I was young, I always tell my family member that I want to go out for a better future. I don’t want to just stay at my hometown, because my hometown is too small for me to grow.
Somehow with the question they asked, so how about your family? If you study and work outside, do you miss us? Or how about your doggies? I was like errrrmmm, mummy will help me took care of them and of course God will help me to take care of my family. I don’t have to worry about that. So this is what I thought last time.
I was regretted what I have thought after two years and when I think back, I admit that it was a normal thinking for just a little girl and now I grew up. I started to worry about how long I can survive outside without my family. I’m worrying about how long would I need to study and work outside. Do I have extra time to just be close with my family members? My thought from now on no longer is just my future but more on Family. I’m happy with what I thought, because I’m not belonged to those who are selfish to just think about themselves. Oops, do I judge anybody else? No, I didn’t mean it.
Perhaps, it’s too early to worry about all this things for just 22 years old girl right? Aiks, I just always lost my way when I think of my family, perhaps they’re too important for me. I THANK GOD that He gave me this opportunity to love and repent. It’s never too late for us to repent, for those young people, please do appreciate your family.
Nevertheless, I should pray and ask God more about this, hopefully I am able to handle my problem on this situation.
Let’s talk about what I have done today. Today I woke up very early due to my eye infection, I couldn’t say I’m so unfortunate because every month have to pay for medicine for all kind of disease that caused me unhealthy. Think positively, I am just too tired recently and my eye was infected due to the fatigue. In faith, I trust God will heal me and I pray that my next body check up will shows that I’m healthy in His hand.
Finally, today I also bought an umbrella for myself. Normally I won’t bother myself to take umbrella when I am out. Just it’s really too hot recently and the weather is uncontrollable. So it’s better for me to get an umbrella soon. RM30, quite expensive for me but with the advantage of UV Protection, I guess I am happy to get it out. Just it’s time to treat myself good if I can afford it.
Stop by here today, I’m so excited to attend Hope Service on tomorrow or every Sunday, it’s simply because when I come to church, I feel like I am closer to Him. Relaxxxxxxxxxxx =D
Today God told me to Love Him, Love Myself, Love My Family, Love My Friends, Love My Neighbors, and Love My Enemies.
From my own point of view:
Actually, once the Holy Spirit starts to transmit N impart His love into us, it will become much easier for us to be able to love others in the way God wants us to be able to love them. Love your God, love yourself N love other people in the way God intended. Amen.
Somehow with the question they asked, so how about your family? If you study and work outside, do you miss us? Or how about your doggies? I was like errrrmmm, mummy will help me took care of them and of course God will help me to take care of my family. I don’t have to worry about that. So this is what I thought last time.
I was regretted what I have thought after two years and when I think back, I admit that it was a normal thinking for just a little girl and now I grew up. I started to worry about how long I can survive outside without my family. I’m worrying about how long would I need to study and work outside. Do I have extra time to just be close with my family members? My thought from now on no longer is just my future but more on Family. I’m happy with what I thought, because I’m not belonged to those who are selfish to just think about themselves. Oops, do I judge anybody else? No, I didn’t mean it.
Perhaps, it’s too early to worry about all this things for just 22 years old girl right? Aiks, I just always lost my way when I think of my family, perhaps they’re too important for me. I THANK GOD that He gave me this opportunity to love and repent. It’s never too late for us to repent, for those young people, please do appreciate your family.
Nevertheless, I should pray and ask God more about this, hopefully I am able to handle my problem on this situation.
Let’s talk about what I have done today. Today I woke up very early due to my eye infection, I couldn’t say I’m so unfortunate because every month have to pay for medicine for all kind of disease that caused me unhealthy. Think positively, I am just too tired recently and my eye was infected due to the fatigue. In faith, I trust God will heal me and I pray that my next body check up will shows that I’m healthy in His hand.
Finally, today I also bought an umbrella for myself. Normally I won’t bother myself to take umbrella when I am out. Just it’s really too hot recently and the weather is uncontrollable. So it’s better for me to get an umbrella soon. RM30, quite expensive for me but with the advantage of UV Protection, I guess I am happy to get it out. Just it’s time to treat myself good if I can afford it.Stop by here today, I’m so excited to attend Hope Service on tomorrow or every Sunday, it’s simply because when I come to church, I feel like I am closer to Him. Relaxxxxxxxxxxx =D
Today God told me to Love Him, Love Myself, Love My Family, Love My Friends, Love My Neighbors, and Love My Enemies.
From my own point of view:
Actually, once the Holy Spirit starts to transmit N impart His love into us, it will become much easier for us to be able to love others in the way God wants us to be able to love them. Love your God, love yourself N love other people in the way God intended. Amen.
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