Tuesday, 20 January 2009

Tuesday

Hahahahaha~ my mood is not bad these days, besides having fun, still having fun hehehe…guess what, I haven’t spent a cent since I reached SIBU…Never have the day like this at West M’sia, everything needs money de….-_-

What I’m sad is my Mimi said I’m fatter this time-_-huhuhu~Faint…But its true la, because I always have supper at West M’sia…But hehe I don’t think I want to keep fit this time lo arhaahahha…Hardly can enjoy nice foods here, want to keep myself from eating? Cheh~I think I can’t do it lo... hahaha Just let it fat and back to west m’sia just think of it ba….ohohohohoho~

Normally I'll pass by the college everytime I go out so today I turned into my diploma college before I went out to town -_- hmmm I really miss my ex lecturers…miss the time you taught me...miss the time I spent there…-_-




Hehehe~I really eat a lot recently, very very de full, Goshhh~ from the photos, my face really looks FAT liao lo haizzzz…but today I just did treatment and cut my hair…hehehe is it looks fat and cute?? Hehehehehehehehe hahahahahahah hohohohohohoho~

Ok, tonight have to sleep earlier, because I promised my Mimi to clean up the house for her tomorrow hehehe…Hopefully I can do it la, although I’m lazy hehehe~

Pray that I can wake up early tomorrow^^
God bless~

Sunday, 18 January 2009

Home Sweet Home

Lol, Clara is back to home ya...hehehe~

One hour and 45 mins flight makes me crazy....huuuu~ Today’s flight is so full...many passengers go back to sibu with me ya hehehe^^

In the flight, my mood was messed up, don't know what will happen on this time back to home?? But thank God that I felt relax when I reached home, enjoy and really own house is the most comfortable one...hehehe...

I asked my mum a stupid question...
Mum, can we move our house to kl??? If cant, move my room also enough hahaha...but duuuuuuuu~ my mum din answer anything...make me feel sad ler...hahaha-_-


This is my cute room..hehehe…it belongs to me since today ohohohoho, my third sis married and hopefully you won't see this la, o else I’ll be killed by u, I’m sure...hahaha~

Suddenly think that I don't want to go back kl anymore...hehehe

Anyway...Waiting for tomorrow, Friends, It's time to come out "limteh" lo...hehehe~

Friday, 16 January 2009

Mood of Waiting

One and a half day more I’ll be back to sibu, hahahahahaha, I’m in the mood of waiting...

This time what in my mind when reach home is to have big meal, don't know why will have this kind of mood??? hmmm maybe I’m not used to the food here, feeling bad. Haha, who want to join me to eat? hehehe...


Today I saw a newsletter from my diploma college (United College Sarawak), have my message in it, hehe...feeling shock and curious, I miss my lecturers, miss Lai, Wendy, Amy, Lili, Lau Hui Ling, Joseph Sia, Fion…how're you all? I miss the time you taught me....

Feeling tired this few days, 2 days sleep less than 4 hours. Chatting with friends until late night but I like this kind of feeling...hehehe...Waiting for the gathering at sibu with my friends ya...hehe...

Friends, see you all at sibu lo, especially “You” hehehe:)

Buai, Bon voyage...
God bless~

Friday, 9 January 2009

God will Make a Way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way...

By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today....

Don't give up, CLaRa!!!
Keep trusting in God...
He will make a way for you when there seems to be no way
For with Him all things are possible.

Dear Brother and Sister in Christ,
If You want...
Just stop and spend time with one that speaks to your heart and give you peace
or remain to one text that nourishes your heart...
If you have difficulties...
Just share with a FRIEND of JESUS
HE and SHE can help you a lot
but especially pray to JESUS
HE will enlighten you...
Little by Little...
It takes time...
JESUS will reveal to you how much HE watches over you and loves you!!!

I LOVE JESUS CHRIST^^

Monday, 5 January 2009

Unhappy

2009 came and now in the fifth day, feeling that I’m getting unhappy. I lost myself. Where am I?

This noon, I found the answer at a person who take care me the most here, she said, you are in God’s hand, just I didn’t realize only, but just doubting, because I always say that in my mouth but izzit true from my heart? I hate myself for only saying but not trusting…

This sister saw the weak point in my heart, felt afraid and tension because never have anyone can look tru me. But I believe this is good thing because she might be the one who can save me….the one who God send me….

Trust and open to one another, I never walk in this way since I was young because I always live In myself, I never trust any people until now, still, I think I can help myself, I can take care of myself, I can handle my life, I just trust on my own, no need others to help. I ever try to tell others but until now, who understand me, beside him?

But thank God for the angel you gave me…

Lord, I trust the angel you gave me, I’ll share all my things to her but I hope u can lead us and instill the trust in us...

I wish truly, I can know You better tru her because I really need your love and trust. Amen!

Thursday, 1 January 2009

2009.01.01

Hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha crazy??

Thinking of countdown alone at hostel on the last day of 2008, but guess what? There was a call and changed my mind... At the day end of 2008, I have done something that I quit so long…tat’s clubbing….

Hmmm, although I enjoyed countdown at the place full of people, but I felt consciousness of sin when I woke up this morning…is it just because I went to the place that actually I should not go??? hmmmm hard to catch and explain huh…

Today is the first day of 2009, feel fresh, wish myself all the best in this year 2009 and wish my family and friends are peace in Lord, Happy and the same, Jesus loves you:)

Here to thank a friend….hmmm Dear Stephen, I have really a lot to tell u, thanks for all your souvenirs from London, every postcard and care…Thanks for your call always, your support and
many more. I appreciate your every blessing. Wish you all the best in 2009, God Bless you!! See you^^

Happy and Blessed New Year to Everyone of You:) muacksssssssssssss^^