ALoHa~

Hi everybody, How are you recently?

I’m fine here. Finished with my busy things around, what’s next now?

Am going to have my trip out of Malaysia soon but seems still unable to be online so easily, though my phone and laptop is with me. I’m just too lazy to access the internet line around and it’s time for me to get out of this internet world after I spent so many days on internet to do some online research….ouchie…it’s time to RELAX.

Haven’t been so excited about this coming trip, because there is still a mission to complete when I get to one of the place and I’m expecting something from God this time and I still would be praying hard. He knows what the best for me and I will obey and follow what He had planned for me =)

Well, it’s really the time to enjoy my Christmas and Countdown Holiday soon.

Dear Friends and Family, I know it’s still early to give wish to everyone but I think I will only return to here after New Year 2010.

I’m here to wish you all have a Blessed Christmas and Happy New Year 2010. May God bless you all abundantly =)

AnnouncemenT

Dear Friends, sorry that I will unable to onLine recently...something BiggeR is going on soon =D hiak hiak hiak…would be away from Facebook, Msn N Gtalk for sometimes, caLL me or sms me If you want to Look for me...Have a Blessed daY =)

30th November, 2009 Happy Wedding Day - Part Two

ALoHa =)

Sorry because I have been busy around recently and I’m late to update the Part Two…

There are really too much photos on my eldest brother’s wedding ceremony, and due to tired mood, I just compile some photos and make them into a movie, so it would be easy for you guys to enjoy =)

Dear Brother and Sister in Law, this movie is specially made for both of you =) please enjoy the movie and God bless you all, have a bright and blessed Journey together in future! :-D

30th November, 2009 Happy Wedding Day - Part 1

现在是凌晨三点钟, 郑萍萍没有得好睡. 哈哈哈 (改篇张智成的”凌晨三点钟”)

我这次真的破记录了, 因为我两天没睡觉了, 真的都没睡到, 希望明天我的妆可以把我的熊猫眼遮得”美美”的…哈哈哈, 一个二十二岁的小妹妹, 半夜不要睡觉, 却在这留下日记 =)

昨晚, 家里来了好多亲戚, 爸爸和大哥为了要搞热家里气氛, 特邀亲戚到家来吃晚餐, 顿时我家也成了暂时的餐馆了, 因为餐馆来了许多美味的佳肴 =)

虽然结婚是大喜事, 但真的好累哦…都不是我自己结婚都累到这样, 那如果是我的结婚典礼? 那又会是如何呢? 啊哈哈哈哈哈哈, 老实说, 那应该还是很久的事, 想那么多干嘛? 哈哈哈..

十一月和十二月真的好多人结婚哦, 是真的很多…多到我现在看到酒楼的菜肴都有点反胃-_-好像没有礼貌的说哈哈…给我大老板(老爸) 听到我就惨了…^_^

大哥和二姐早上四点就出门打扮去了, 因为等等要走教堂, 所以就得早出门准备…而伴郎和司机穿着大西装在凌晨两点半就登门拜访吃寿面了, 家里好热闹. 但那么早的伴郎和司机,我还是第一次见 =)

爸爸今早的西装是我帮他准备的, 帮他打完领带, 穿上白衬衫和西装外套后, 他突然问了我一句, 爸爸帅吗? 我突然大笑起来了, 因为最近不知道为什么, 我老爸老是问老妈和姐姐们, 问是你们的爸爸帅吗? 做女儿的我们说了, 爸爸你真的很帅, 出自我们真心的回答 =) 哈哈

我跟天父爸爸祷告着, 今天大哥的婚礼有天父爸爸的带领, 将会有满满的祝福. 我爱你, 天父爸爸=)

Have a blessed day =) 30th November, 2009.

I FeeL blessed, Happy Birthday to me !

26th Nov, 2009
Location: Sibu, Sarawak, Malaysia.

It’s been almost 4 years that I didn’t celebrate my own birthday with my Family. It’s not because I don’t want to celebrate with my Lovely Family, but I’m always away from home on my birthday. However, I thank God that since my first birthday year until now, my family always celebrate together with me and if I’m away from home, they will also send their best greeting to me. Thank God for giving me a lovely family =) and Thank God for the HolidaY too…Lol.

I feel so blessed this year, because I never thought that I can celebrate with my family. As I thought, we are really hard to gather especially after we grew up. It’s because some of them need to take care of their family, business, work and even study and I’m so touched that we can gather finally on my birthday, although they actually came back for eldest brother’s marriage ceremony on 30th Nov, nonetheless, thank you brother for making your big day near to my birthday hahahahahaha…

Time flies, Tang’s family became so big just after 4 years? There are Baba, Mama, Eldest brother and Sister in law, Eldest Sister and Brother in law, Second Sister and Brother in law, Third Sister, Brother in law and their baby boy in sister’s tummy, youngest little brother and me =) wao…I can’t imagine the scene after 5 more years….how would it be? hehehe =p

Today is my birthday, but that is not why I am writing this blog. I still remember my Shepherd taught me to be less on ourselves but more on Him and I am writing this to give thanks to Jesus Christ for sacrificing His life for us and allowing me to be here for this long time and able to continue to smile and find love in my heart to reach out to others. I give praise to God and I am not ashamed to do this.

One of the first birthday wishes I received is came from FaceBook two days ago and I said to myself....this is another good reason for the social networks =) there are people there that care! Thank you very much and God’s blessings is with you =)

There are so many things going on in the world nowadays that it is sometimes a challenge to find the good, but what I try to remember when it’s hard to find the good is remember that I wake up this morning, that I have my health and strength remained, and a beautiful family and yes! I can have a smile. And this all makes me remember "God is Good" and what should you say? “All the times” Amen =)

In Matthew 7:7 that I meditated, Talk and Pray to God, I believe that when a door is closed, God will open a new door for you when you ask, seek and find =) Let the closed door goes and look for the new door that is already opened for you.

26th Nov 2009, Thursday has been an awesome night for me. Once a year that’s a special day rolls around. It was not the first time I celebrate my birthday with my family, but I still feel so fresh and blessed to have all of you together with me in this special day =) Glory to God, Amen.

Nevertheless, I really thank God for all my friends…God is so good, He always bless me with friends around me. I never feel lonely after I accepted Christ. And What is a birthday without friends, right? haha...

Dear my beloved friends, thank you for planning a dinner for me, What a nice surprise. I feel glad to have all of you with me, thank you for all presents and cards, thank you for sweet greetings in sms, thank you for sweet birthday blessings in FaceBook and even MSN. thank you to my Shepherd Kim Kim, UL Soe kian, and Sis Elaine for making a call and singing birthday song to me...very touched =) I appreciate all you have done that makes me feel so blessed in Christ =)

Last but not the least, I want to give thanks specially to a person here, who is my beloved Mummy, I love the Red Wine Chicken soup that you cooked for all of us and the BIG Blueberry Cake that you made for me. Mummy, I Love you forever. May God bless you and daddy abundantly with good health, good business and wonderful Life.

Today is not only my birthday, but also the big day of Hope Church International (HIM). Brothers and Sisters in Christ, I pray that all of you have a blessed time in MNC, granted wisdom by God. Please open your Eyes and Heart and let God speaks “gao gao” with all of you =) although I can’t make it for this year, but I promised that I will go to MNC on next several years around 2010 =)

God bless and Happy Birthday to me! (Smile)

More of Him, Less of me,
CLaRa 26th Nov, 2009

*sorry for not managed to take a lot of photo*

Jesus Christ is the same Yesterday and Today and ForeveR

In Jesus, we can hav peace. No matteR wht trials you are going througH, you can hav peace buT you need to keep ur focus on Jesus. TrusT Him to hear N answer ur prayers in His time N in His way.

Perhaps de miracLe is waiTing for us some Time in de Future…perhaps He has a different Purpose in all of This. I only know I must TrusT in Him, because withouT Him nothing makes sense. He is my Hope, my Joy and my Peace =)

Hebrews 13:8 “Jesus Christ is the same Yesterday and Today and ForeveR” =)

Have a blessed day and remember to pray aLways =)

Matthew 26:39 “Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will."

In His Love,
CLaRa 24.11.09
4:43am

Today?

How are your spiriTs foR Today?

Hehehe~

My mood is very Good Today =)

No reaL ReasoN, jusT Happy with Life (=

十月

又好一阵子没上来了, 因为今天是2009年十月的最后一天, 就上来看看能为自己留下什么(:

就这样很快的又过了两个月, 最近的我过得蛮充实的, 没什么特别事发生, 但是忙了点...我感谢天父爸爸一直与我同在.

最近突然担心以前从不担心的东西? 就是"时间"...正所谓一寸光阴一寸金, 寸金难买寸光阴, 以前从不欣赏这句话, 但最近终于明白其意义, 迟了些?

以前总是希望时间能快点过, 快点把书读完, 然后就可以出社会工作, 但现在却发觉, 当你慢慢得到自己所要的东西后, 付出的代价就是自己的光阴. 再说明显点, 就是岁月不留人(: 突然好想唱一首歌, 时间时间等等我, 我有话要说, 我有话要说......

十一月即将来临, 一个对我来说是可喜可悲的一个月, 但也是我一年里最喜欢的一个月, 因为十一月就是妈妈把我带来世上的一个月^^谢谢爸爸妈妈的养育之恩, 谢谢天父爸爸无时无刻都与我同在(:

十一月有个超级大的任务要完成, 希望能成功, 不然就人头落地? 啊~也没那么严重啦哈哈哈...愿自己会成功.

好啦, 小女子就此停笔, 余言后叙...跳!

释怀2009.10.31

Psalm 23

Try saying it slowly...

"The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want."

Again,

"The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want."

Again,

"The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want."

Shhhhhhhhhh......

Did you hear something?

I think I did (:

but I'm not sure :)

Amen...

God Bless 7 October, 2009

TRAVELING LIGHT

THE GREAT HOUSE OF GOD

CHAPTER 4 The Prison of Want

MAX LUCADO

PasT, PresenT N FuTuRe

Leav3 d3 PasT iN d3 PasT,

d3 FuTuRe In d3 FuTuRe,

N EnJoY de PresenT of Th3 PresenT…

God has His plaN foR us…

Be PatieNt N TrusT iN Him Who knowS our FutuRe…

I wiLL be RighT her3, waiting FoR you…

Don’t Worry…

Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him

And He will make your paths straight".

God Bless

66dayS

FighT FoR 66dayS from Now...

FinisH It...

N you wiLL se3 thE ResulT tHat you had FighT foR...

God BLesS.

有感而发

好一阵子没上来了...

因为都在忙些零零碎碎的东西...

熬夜的习惯慢慢改了

饮食习惯变好了

很喜欢最近的生活，很踏实很安宁. 充实得可爱...

原来简单的生活也可以很幸福...

中秋节快乐.

I like BEING BUSY+Roommate and I

I like BEING BUSY...

It had been awhile that I haven’t update my blog. What else can I say, I’m busy alright..
But, isn’t it holiday? What’s there to be busy about?

There are many things surrounding me and a lot of these things and decisions need to be solved by me such as; events, study, family, my lovely Father Lord and etc…

Though I am feeling kind of tired, still I told myself that if only I could see the result, it’ll be worth all the trouble....

Eventually, I’ll be going to Metakab with my roommate and will be staying there for 3 days. Hopefully I’ll be able to accompany her more for the while because recently I’ve not been approaching her in fact I was always being or focus with another sister...

Anyway, what I could say is that both of you are my dearest sisters in Christ. (LoLxx, last night I just asked her that, “I felt that, seems like you don’t SAYANG me that much recently, en’t yea? hahaha)

I enjoyed listening to her Bible story just before every of my bed time….

Whenever I’m in a bad mood, she’ll always tell me that, “the moral of the story in bible which I would like to tell you…lalalala hahahaha but always rejected by me..because I’m in bad mood…haha

She also always took me to church or around and let me know a lot of brothers and sisters in Christ…especially Pastor Willie..lolxxx SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…

She also let me help her with ease...

She will get jealous too…arhahahahha…right? Soe Kian? hahaha

She will also share with me about her side of personal matters, and etc…

I really appreciate being with her and you are one in whole of my 22 years worth living of life whom really Amor me as a roommate...

Te Amo…(in Latin which means I love you as in Te “you” Amo “I love”) haha
(Remembered that I told you I’ll sing to you “My Most Beloved One” on your wedding day last night?? LoLxx. Can’t wait for that day to come…lolxxxx)

Seems to be out of topic for the moment. LoLxxxx-_-...That’s all folks…

1st time we met and really knew each other

Love you in Chirst,

Roommate@CLaRa

A day Trip at Cameron Highland

One of my church leader had me reminded myself that it had been quite sometime that I din update my blog in blogspot le…

Recently I’m doing good, not as tired as before but I should really say, God is giving me a lot of challenges, but I LIKE IT..because of this, I really feel that I, myself had really grown a lots tru this one year in Hope church…

Now is outreach season…I’m learning to take care of new visitor and praying for them all the way, because I really used to let my Shepherd or Leaders take care of me so it’s quite a big challenge for me now..i feel tht it is my turn to learn how to take care of ppl and bring ppl to church and not to think of giving up and give many reason to myself saying tht I dunno how to care of ppl…ya Lord, let me be strong and courageous..do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever I go..

Oh well, I actually have a fruitful weekend last week…me and all my leaders went to cameron highland for meeting…but I’m de one who in charge to help them to take photo…enjoyed taking photos up there and enjoyed de fruits up there as well…especially knowing how leaders work together as a team^^...thank God for giving me this opportunity to learn from them...

Here are de photos that I took at cameron highland…because there are a lot of photos so I won’t upload them all here…enjoy to view my photos ya^^

Thank God for de trip at C.H… I’m happy tht I can be with you guys all de time..appreciate it…I’m going to leave PJ for nine months for educational purposes…dunno wht will happen within this nine months after I leave..but it’s certain tht I will miss you guys..time really flies..as time draws closer it feels more and more harder to part with all of you..but I will always keep my brothers and sisters in christ with my prayer no matter where I am..

Update myself until here…to be continued…^^

1 John 1:9

1John 1:9

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness."

Do you ever think about why the Lord had to die on the Cross?

I do, and every time I do, I remember it was for Me, O Lord...

That it was because of my sin and the things in my life I have either done or not done that have hurt God and my fellow man.

It is a truly humbling thought to know that He went through all that suffering just for me..

And I am constantly asking for His forgiveness for all the pain and suffering He had to bear.

Forgive M3, O Lord

Monday, 29 June 2009 どもありがとうございます

Day before yesterday my left eye got infected by bacteria and was swollen...don’t know why it happened so suddenly too-_- because I thought I’m just too tired, thought there’s nothing...

However, my eyes just became red and swollen. I felt pain, tears kept running down my cheeks..
Yesterday morning, after waking up, I still felt that pain in my eyes. After the devotion with Sharon, I followed uncle and auntie to town.

This time God sent me Uncle and Aunty to take me to see a doctor and their daughter had accompanied me and I felt touched…

Uncle and aunty brought me and Sharon for breakfast after the checkup. Before breakfast, we went for a stroll in town. We bought veges and breads…

When I came back, I took my med and went to sleep..

When I woke up, I saw uncle is preparing dinner, While waiting, I saw DC and Wei Qi playing guitar, then I accompanied them to sing Christian song..

Yesterday, aunty made me happy because every sentences she spoke will end with a smile..as for me, I smiled and smiled too until that the pain in my eye was gone…ahahaha…

The dinner was awesome…with an addition of Sharon’s maths teacher, Kerry, was also a funny guy which could only speak English… (A Chinese man which only speaks English and do not know Chinese, we call them banana hahahaha) During dinner time, there was uncle, aunty, DC, Wei Qi, Sharon, Kerry and me… with all of us the surrounding were much more merrier and the food tasted much more better..

After dinner, there were Sharon’s refreshments

This morning, Sharon went to school..
Aunty asked me for breakfast…

Aunty also asked me to take out their pet dog, Midnight…to poo/shit…haha

Uncle and aunty took me to the KL Sentral LRT station..
Now… I’m back!
Thank God that giving me these two days … I appreciated it and thanks to uncle and aunty, Sharon and DC to let me have the feeling of being at home…でわ,どもありがとうございます!

It's just a key.. but so much to wait...

Even though its just a sentence, it had me a lot to think about. It’s just a key, but so much to wait. What if its just a small matter, which I myself is unable to solve?

Again and again, asking myself, am I running away from this?

Last night, I shared few of my personal troubles with my roommate. However, I was unable to completely share what’s troubleling me which I had no guts to share it yet…?

I hate myself where everytime I’m able to BINGO each every next action others will do, each every next thoughts others will think about, because of this, everytime i really had a hard time to share my personal things because i actually know what they will advice what they will say and purpose for what i share again? there are many times that i rather choose to share with my doll or dogs because only both of them are the ones that i can't predict at all..sounds funny? but i'm serious...This had troubled me a lot. I may say this is a gift from God, which I am able to make use of this gift without letting me in pain…Isn't it God?

Most of my closest friends thought that we are in the same pack. We were able to have the same thoughts and same actions, but they never know that I am actually able to BINGO their actions and this is quite a pain for me. It feels scary right?

God, I believe those that You’ve told me, You had already told me. I had tried to share those three matters to my leaders, and all left for me whether I could give it all in to you. I pray deep in my heart…

I really do care on my 2nd and 3rd matters. I believe that everything is taken care by You. The key is in Your hands, will you unlock my door to brightness or will be ever closed up in this chamber. I really have no idea with this...

I chose to believe in You. I would never doubt the key which You are holding to it. Let it be that everything is taken care by You, oh Lord...

Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight".

Step 1
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart.”This is the key to our relationship with God-to trust in Him with all of our hearts. We know from the New Testament that this can only be accomplished through faith in His Son.

Step 2
“Lean not on your own understanding”Once we know we are trusting God, we must be conscious not to trust on or in anything else including our own understanding and wisdom. When we do trust in these other things we tend to misinterpret the messages that God is giving us. This makes it easy for us to be deceived into thinking that God is leading us in a direction where we want to go when he is in fact not.

Step 3
“In all your ways acknowledge him”Always give credit to God and not take any yourself. Remember, everything good comes from above. As things go right in your life, give credit to the one who deserves it. Even the air that we breathe is His. As He opens doors and blesses us, we must be sure to give Him the glory.

Step 4
“He will make your paths straight.”Once we have been trusting God, not relying on ourselves, and continually acknowledging Him we will see clearly the way in which He wants us to go. He will direct our paths and help us to go in the right direction.

Step 5
Know that God has Plans for You. This is a continual process because God has great plans for us.

I hope all the things that I know will never be repeated once more and put all my trust into Him..

God Bless!

Amen!

Business Confidential Vs KS

Business Confidential...HaHaHa recently really tired because I have unfinished work...today i finished it but tomorrow will have new one again...everyday is challenging...I took my work back to do today because I scare I can't manage to finish it on Time>.<...I should say Today's work must done by Today...don't wan to break my own Record HaHa...actually I'm also very KS Hahaha...KS = Kia Shu lolxxxx