My Resolutions for 2009

2008 passed in a blink of my eye, time just passed so fast, keep asking myself how was I this year? What did I learnt? What did I get? Happy Or sad? Fall? But stood up? I’ll have answers in my heart perhaps...

2009 coming soon, what are my New Year resolutions for 2009? I had decided my resolution for year 2009, not too much and not too few. Here are the top 6...

Don’t give myself too much pressure
I hope I can did everything well in 2009, I'm going to concentrate on only two main tasks each day, not too much stress for myself, if want to go for more, I should ask myself can I do it?

Save Money
Hope that I can improve myself in saving money...think before I buy!!!

Have my meal on-time
On time dining is the one I can’t make it always, may the year 2009, I can improve in this, don let those who concern of me worry especially my family and my friends.

Study and work
Have to take care of both my Job and Study, as long as I did my best, think of what I want, and wont lost myself...

Knowing God
Spend more time with God and his word, study New Testament, learn and experience God, be walk nearer to God.

Pray
Brave to pray aloud, remember that I’m communicate with God but not others, pray well, express myself to God and pray for others.

May God with me at the year 2009, thank God^^

Here to thank a friend for the Christmas present, thinking that I’ll lost my sweet dream when I get back to my hostel alone?? haha but I believe that the drink you gave can make me a sweet dream. Thanks for your blessing, wish you all the best at the year 2009 ^^

My Prayer
Dear God, the only reason I have peace about the future is because my future is found in You. Even thought I don't know the details about what is to come, I know You know everything, and my future is in Your hands. Help me to walk faithfully with You every day....in my prayer and in Your word so that I can move into the purposes You have for my life...Thank for Your work and grace in my life...In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

Happy Winter Solstice and Blessed Christmas Day

Always feeling that this year got many first time…first time I don’t celebrate Lantern day with my parents…my birthday…and today’s Winter Solstice, next is Christmas Eve and Christmas day…at least got some loneliness as I really miss you all…but I can’t express it…just be silence…

It’s not completely lonely,because I have found my own second house…which is PJ’s Hope church…there’s got many good brothers and sisters, thanks for God’s leading…

God I want to thank You that this week You have made me know more about You and Your words, at the same time thank God that You have brought sister Kim to me and let her spread Your words and teach me…I appreciate Your every second and minutes…and appreciate her teaching…hope You always with her and protect her...

Last night, Sister Kim lead and taught me the Repentance chapter of Foundation of Faith, a course from Hope church…Preacher should have a heart of repentance, not to let sin drop in self body, and should put down every bad and unholy works, repent whole heartedly, so that the God would forgive our sins...and the process is ‘being sorrowful of the sins that we have committed against God, confessing our sin to the Lord, turning away from our wicked ways, hating sins and wickedness and ‘paying back of what we have done wrong…this short chapter has make me recognize more things…recognize repentance is not a words, but got to have a real heart of repentance that would not commit the sin again… it’s a bit deep… but I hope I can understand more about the meaning of repentance and God’s word is always wonderful ^^

Hmmm now being alone in the room but cannot sense the atmosphere of Christmas day, miss about the home, it’s possibly because I can find the Christmas’ atmosphere at there?? Christmas parade?? Sweeties that Santa passed to me?? Surprise of Santa Claus?? Good news spreading?? I can’t see anything here?? Oh God, am I request too much??

Here to share some of my hometown's Christmas photo...

Taken the present paper and packaged my prepared Christmas gift, I expect this coming Christmas Eve… Christmas party… coming Christmas service… I hope God is with all the Hope’s brother and sister worldwide, and hope everyone have a wonderful and unforgettable Christmas day ^^ God love you all… I love you all too^^

Blessed Christmas day :)

My friend, this is my last article in 2008

In this single week, there’s got too many things happened suddenly in my life, the thing that even me also cannot predict, and they lead me to make a big decision……big until it can change everything that I have now-_-

I tell myself that I’m not regretted, because I thought about it very clearly, I hope I can settle all things here then decide whether to stay or leave this place? Hope God is with me, I hope in these 31 days I can get something out?? To make myself stay at here?? I’m not willing to put down everything here, God You knows these, I always waiting you to give me a reply…because it’s still an unknown factor…

At last, I like to thank all my family member’s support, because they really gave me many concern and energy…I love you mom and daddy, thank you for respect my decision!

Thanks for friends’ support on my blogger…although I noted that this is my last article in 2008, but I’m still hope that on 2009, a new year, I would return to here!! Friend, we meet again while I’m returned!

Hope all of you have a Happy Blessed Christmas day and Happy Blessed New Year 2009! God is with you all :)

A Bible Verse that spoke to me today.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. PROVERBS 3:5-6

My Prayer

Lord, speak to me about Your will for my life so that I can always walk in it. Your will is a place of safety and protection of me, and I need to know I am headed in the right direction. Help me to hear Your voice speaking to my heart telling me what to do, especially with regard to the decisions I need to make each day of my life. I pray You would help me to stop worrying about things and start spending more time in Your presence. I know the time I waste by worrying is better used to pray and to hear Your voice speaking to my heart. You are my source of strength, hope, love, peace, and rest, and I want to be connected with You and not the things that worry me...In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

Late Birthday Present

This is from my best fren, shirley, although it is late, but i appreciate...haha^^

You're understanding...I really need a thing to massage my back^^ because I'm really tired-_-Friend, wish u all the best in your study, May God be with you... thanks once more^^

Thanks For Your Prayer

Dear Sister Kim,

Thanks for your prayer...Thanks for supporting and caring me always...I appreciate your prayer when I need the most...It's sweet and I'll remember...May God bless you abundantly...

CLaRa 2008/12/10

"I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me. I will call on him as long as I live" (Psalm 116:1-2)

My prayer,

Lord, I take great comfort in knowing You hear my prayers. Your Word tells me You listen and are never so far away that You cannot hear when I call. Help me to be patient to wait for Your answers, to not lose heart, and to never fear that You have not heard. Help me to trust You enough every day of my life to pray for all that concerns me. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

First day back to KL

Today, my roommate dated me out in the morning for shopping. I agree without turning my brain because my mood still messed up...

Thanks Edwin and Carrie accompanied me for the whole noon...My mood getting better... but I start to miss my mummy again:( Time passed so fast...

At 6pm, I celebrated my friend, billy’s birthday with my kbu friends....

Billy, I have a lot of thanksgiving words for you but those words aren’t finish forever right? Thanks for the care and I’ll remember it. Thanks God for this friend bside me and supporting me when I face problem^^

Blessed 21st birthday to you, Billy...Wishes comes true, all the best and God with You!

Ok, lastly, myself, CLaRa Tang...No matter How hard you feel, you have to struggle becuase only you can help urself. May God with me!!

Time

The time is always fading quickly, now I’m waiting in the Sibu airport, to return to the sad place, KL...

Although this time I have returned home for just few days, I’m happy with the life, and it’s full with meaning, can be said I want what to be happened and it’s actually happened…mom’s delicious dishes, and I love so much that my sisters bring me to eat free supper in everyday…but it’s still need some exchange haha..because I have to be their driver, but overall it’s feeling good that because there’s smoother with car, I can go wherever I wan to go ^^

Third sister’s wedding is ended completely in today…at here I want to bless my third sister and her husband can live together lovely and peacefully till the very end of their moment, and perhaps to have a son early ^^

This is my 2 big boss^^Daddy and Mummy^^

This is my youngest brother and me, he is an extremely smart and handsome genius ^^

This is my eldest sister and her fiance^^haha

This is my second sister and her fiance^^hehe

Wah there are too much photos, got to share some of them here…

Home sweet Home^^

Daddy and Mummy^^ can I get one of three car to the west Malaysia??hahahahaha...Liang Liang as well?? hahahaha

All Four sisters^^ Wendy, CLara, Tracy and Caroline^^

Pauline and I^^

Haha thanks to God, wedding is ended completely

Too tired…I need 1 day to sleep

Good night! Zzz…

13th MNC 2008

Registration Team of MNC 2008

Today is Hope church’s 13th MNC at Putra Jaya,PICC but at the same day,I got to fly back to sibu for my sister’wedding this sunday...

Feeling disappointed because never attended MNC and I’m curious of it but my journey back to sibu on the same day blocked my ambition...but a sister told me that every year have MNC and my sister wedding just once in my life,so don't be upset. I still can join next year. I heard it. Thanks sister^^

But thank God that he listened to my prayer,on last Sunday,a sister told me that she needs some helper,so I promised her because even though I can't join MNC but I still can contribute for them and for God,so because of this,I got a chance to have a look at PICC...Busy but fully filled...Thank God too because my flight is in the evening so I have this chance^^

The work of these 2 days makes me tired but I’m filled and happy, because God let me go nearer to those who love me. I get a lot of God’s word from them,may God bless all of you with peace,happiness and God with you...

Now I’m at the airport, my eyes are tired...Bought a cafe and sat down...

How will be the condition at home? May God with us...

Brothers and sisters at church, I pray for you, may MNC ended smoothly,God loves you and I love you all too^^

Here to share some photos^^

CLaRa and Sister Elaine^^

Brother Wei Khang and CLara

Sister Soe Kian, Elaine and I

CLaRa and Brother Vincent^^yo~check it out^^

Brother Daniel and I

Brother Liu Qiang and CLaRa

Sister Soe Kian and I^^

Sister Pat and I

CLaRa 2008.12.04

Now is 1600, have to check in...

Ended at coffee bean...buai buai^^

Bon Voyage,CLaRa. God bless^^